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The Record of a Snail's Life



Friday, March 20, 2009

Stopped at 9:20 PM


ok, so i screwed up, and i decided to be emo.

Reason 1 : i screwed up crazily.
Reason 2 : i would be in the army next year, i doubt i have the time to participate.
Reason 3 : after that, i would be too old for the competition.

but, it's time for some self reflection.

1) i wasn't thinking properly.
2) i was distracted by the atmosphere.
3) my failure in this competition before got to me.
4) i missed elementary level spares.
5) i wasn't decisive in my decisions.

i wish i can do it again, but that's not very possible.

what now?

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